Oh I am so very sorry the year has started so horribly for you and your family. My heart breaks for you, especially how difficult February is for you and then not being able to see your granddaughter. What a dreadful three months for you - I hope her 2nd brother does not come down with covid and that soon, very soon, you will once again be able to hug your sunshine. Seeing her face, being able to wrap your arms around her will go a long way to making you smile again. I hope and pray that this will bring you so much comfort and joy.
Thank you too for translating and typing out your journaling. I like the way you have the 2022 title - the touches of black on the numbers and how they fall away down the page show the sadness you are feeling. Thank you for participating in the challenge.